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devilscollection asked: Have you tried LSD or shrooms?

No, I haven’t. I’ve had several opportunities to try both, but I just don’t think I’m ready yet for such a mind-altering, perception-changing experience. I definitely want to do LSD at some point though, maybe within the next few years. But as for shrooms… I am not a fan of the fact that the trip is a result of your brain expanding, compressing against your skull, and causing internal bleeding - which, in turn, makes you trip. LSD seems like a much safer alternative that I’d feel comfortable experiencing.

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Anonymous asked: What is your favorite shade of all six colours in the rainbow?

Blue

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Anonymous asked: So molly is your favorite drug.... I've never tried it but lots of my friends recommend it but id like a second opinion. Can u act normally on ecstacy? & is it safe?

I would definitely recommend it. It’s an extremely fun experience and, during it, you will be extremely happy, empathetic, positive (especially in regards to your outlook on yourself, your life, your friendships, your future, etc), and feel like you’re exactly where you should be in life. You’ll form a major bond with whoever you roll with and doing Molly together will strengthen your relationship. You need to do LOTS of research on it before you even consider doing it though. I did weeks of research before I finally decided to roll. Who you do it with and what you do while you’re rolling is completely dependent on your personality… if you’re active, outgoing, like going out, etc you should go to a concert, rave, etc while rolling. If you’re more introverted, enjoy spending quality time with friends, want to talk and sort your life out, etc you should roll with a significant other, your best friend, or 2-3 close friends in a safe environment you’re familiar with. You can act normally on ecstasy, but if you’re around anyone for too long or talking to someone for a while, they’ll definitely notice something’s off. You’ll be talking a mile a minute, you’ll be extremely happy and animated, a few “I love you’s” or overbearing compliments might slip out during conversation, and your pupils will be dilated. I definitely wouldn’t recommend being around anyone who you wouldn’t want to know you’re rolling. It is a neurotoxic drug, but it can be safe when used in a safe, responsible manner. Here are a few main tips for having fun in the most safe, responsible way possible if you do decide to take Molly:

  • Do your research (I’d recommend bluelight and erowid as good, reliable websites to start with).
  • Smoke weed on the come-up (you’ll feel anxious as you’re coming up towards your peak and weed will calm you down) and on your come-down (you may feel sad, lonely, depressed, etc when the drug’s effects are wearing off… weed helps, trust me).
  • Don’t do more than .2 (200mg) your first time. Even .1 is enough for a good roll on your first time rolling. You can re-load if you want as well… I typically take about the same dose as my original dose around 2 hours after taking my initial dose.
  • Stay hydrated, but don’t overdo it. I typically go through about two water bottles’ worth of water when I’m rolling, so 2 water bottles (or 4 cups of water) should be a good amount for you to stay hydrated.
  • Pre-load and post-load with 2400mg of Piractetam (3 capsules) as well as a Choline supplement (I recommend one capsule of Alpha GPC) and 2 Fish Oil capsules (or even Fish Oil adult gummies) every day for 5 days before your roll, the day of your roll (at least an hour before you take the Molly), and 5 days after your roll.
  • Make sure you’re with people who you trust and whose company you enjoy and that you’re spending your roll doing activities you enjoy in place(s) you’re comfortable in.

I could go on and on about this topic, but I think this response is sufficient in telling you what to expect, how to prepare, and how to make the most out of your roll. Good luck and, if you decide to do it, have fun!

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Anonymous asked: what the fuck. you roll molly. are you sure your taking molly?

I’m 100% sure. I always get the best Molly. I had an incredible roll last night. I’m just dealing with the “Molly hangover” now… :(

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champagnnemamii asked: Ur a lesbian?

Nope. I’d consider myself to be “heteroflexible.” I’m attracted to girls and hook up with them, but I don’t think I could ever fall in love with a girl. I’d definitely prefer being in a relationship with a guy.

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Anonymous asked: Pics or it didnt happen

20 likes and I’ll upload a pic.

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Anonymous asked: have you ever kissed a girl before?

Yes, several.

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Anonymous asked: what do you think about age distance in a relationship? there's this man who means a lot to me but my parents forbid us to talk to eachother :(

I think age is just a number. It doesn’t directly correlate with maturity, emotional stability, sexual wants/needs, respectfulness, intelligence, etc. I could go on and on. If this man respects you, respects your boundaries and sexuality, treats you well, and seems like a mature, stable partner, then you should be with him - regardless of what others may think/say. However, if your parents are concerned about your relationship with him for a reason other than just age, you should carefully consider their objections before moving any further. Go with your gut instinct, use common sense, and don’t allow emotions to cloud your judgment. If you think he’s right for you, stay with him. If you have doubts about him, cut him loose. Good luck.

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Anonymous asked: What's your name?

Tatiana

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Anonymous asked: You are riding a dick. Where would you like to go?

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Anonymous asked: for that anon - people that don't know difference between your and you're just make me sad :/ xD

Completely agreed. I don’t even bother correcting their appalling grammar anymore… it’s not even worth the effort.

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paucisverbis asked: You are riding a Pegasus. Where would you like to go?

A pegasus? That’s a pretty epic mode of transportation. I’d ride my Pegasus all the way to Italy. Amazing sights, delicious food (carbs are my weakness), cutting-edge fashion, and an incredibly unique culture… it doesn’t get much better than that.

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Anonymous asked: you think your so cool. well news flash your not

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Anonymous asked: You're beautiful and your blog is great. :)<3

Thank you so much! xo

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Anonymous asked: I don't mean to pry, but do you make money off of tumblr other than donations? I wish I could help, but money's tight for me too. Best of luck with everything & I love your blog.

I work 2 jobs and I’m in the process of getting a 3rd job and a 4th job. The donations I receive barely cover any of the copious amounts of bills I have to pay, but every little bit truly does help. Thanks for the well-wishes, and I hope your financial situation improves soon. I know how tough it can be. Hang in there xoxo

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